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Butterfly CollectionFlittering,  Fluttering,  Delicate and pure,  Soft and light and,  Peaceful.  Dancing and,  Playing on the wind,  Changing,  Evolving,  Growing,  From bug to,  Beauty.  
 
Flittering,  Fluttering,  Jumping inside,  Dancing around,  Tickeling me from inside,  Out,  Making their way up my,  Throat,  Sticky legs,  Wings cloging,  To rest before taking,  Flight.  
 
These are my,  Collection of Butterflies.... Butterfly Collection
by ~silverrosesblood
Just Him IIYesterday was another good day. But, looking back, I feel a little guilty. In a spur of happyness and not really thinking, I said things that He doesn't like to hear. Swearing doesn't seem bad to most people...but think about it. It's vulger, crude...and really not worth the breath it takes to say them.  
And, that being siad, and out in the open, I think of being able to see Him agian. I don't think it will be very soon, though, I did get a sign, if you will, from him. While out driving my Baby, not only did I do fine alone, but there was a little yellow butterfly, constantly around me. And I knew He sent it.  
Little things...I ju Just Him II
by ~silverrosesblood
Run.I won't run forever,  I can't survive alone,  So I'll turn around and fight,  And face the world I know.  
 
There's a panging in my chest,  I want to scream and cry and laugh,  Everything all at once,  Because I'm compeltly off the path.  
 
I feel a wall inside my mind,  Feel like my chest wants to errupt,  I'm twisting, spinning, so dizzy,  But I've finally had enough.  
 
I wo'nt run forever,  I can't survive alone,  So I'll turn around and fight,  And face the wrold I know.  
 
I feel that I'm a storm,  Reeking havoic everywhere I go, Run.
by ~silverrosesblood
Collection of BubblesI feel like I'm a collection of bubbles,  Totally transparent,  
But somehow still beautiful.  
You can see all that makes them up,  The chemicals blending together,  In my case emotions.  
There's the one composed of joy,  See the way the light goes yellow,  Bright white like the sunshine.  
There's the one of love,  A vibrant, throbbing red,  Deep and rich, like blood.  
There's a bubble of,  Idiocy; lime green and,  Flashing laughter.  
There's the bubble for pain,  See here it's big,  And a melancholy grey-blue mist.     
I feel like a Collection of Bubbles
by ~silverrosesblood
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Hospital Visit

Sun Nov 22, 2009, 11:01 AM
  • Listening to: Silence
  • Reading: Words
  • Watching: The dark
  • Playing: Nothing
  • Eating: Peanut Butter
  • Drinking: Ginger ale
So...

Yesterday I was not feeling well.

I woke up at 3 am vomiting until like 10am. So CJ my bf decides to take me to the hospital. His mother said thats not normal morning sickness. We go to the hospital around 11am and we don't get back until 6pm.

While I was there they did some test....they come back and they tell me...

Doctor - Your pregnant...

Me - I know...

Doctor - we have to run some more test...

Me - Why

Doctor - to see if anything is wrong with the baby

Me - You already stole enough blood. You can't have any more..

Doctor - ...Um...we don't need your blood.

Me - okay do what ever


I had to get an ultra sound done....

Ultrasound tech. dude - Well, it seems here (holding the thing to my belly.) your pregnant....

Me - ...Yes I know this, the doctor knows this.

Ultra - oh well...besides that everything looks normal.

I go back to my room and they poke me with needles again.
I was dehydrated and I have a minor infection

So yay baby is okay.!

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There are three major things in life that keep me calm, cool and collective.
1.) I love to read. That’s one of the main things people notice about me, I always have a book in my hand or near me. I have just recently finished a book called Divine Evil by Nora Roberts. She is a new author I am getting into. I like books that have to deal with fictional suspense horror romance. My favorite author is Maggie Shayne and Sherrilyn Kenyon. I remember five or six years ago my dad gave me a dollar and told me to get what ever my little heart desired. As I walked around Goodwill I didn’t really see any toys I wanted. So I decided to look at the books, and that’s where I seen my first Maggie Shayne book Colder Than Ice, once I read that book I was hooked on her. I then started to find other books by her now I almost own all of her Wings in the Night series. From Shayne to Kenyon I can spot a good book by any authors now. Another author I really enjoyed was James Patterson The Poet. I tried reading some books from Stephen King, Dean Koontz and V.C. Andrews, but I could never really get into them, maybe I am just reading the wrong books, who knows?
2.) I am a writer. I always loved to write, mostly poems and some stories. It is just that for some reason writing is my way out from the real world. Its like my utopia, my place of peace away from all the conflicts in life. Its away to write what you feel and express it with out being judged or questioned. My writing style is quite different from the others around me. I mostly write about the dark side of life, just when everything goes wrong I can write about it for hours on end. My poems are mostly melancholic and dark, I do have some poems that are about sentiment and love; But I guess the dark, gloomy aspect of life is easier to write about. When it comes to writing stories it takes a little effort to think of a storyline, but when I get the first couple pages done I can write continually with out running out of ideas of what my characters will be doing. Most of my short stories are for young adults like me. I know I have a childish side to me and I am sure I can bring it out and write anything I put my mind to. Writing to me isn’t about what’s in your mind, its about what’s in your heart as well.
3.) Music. Music is the one thing that people can not take away from me. People can take away my pen and paper, but they can not take away my music. I listen to all different types of music ranging from Black Metal to Country to Rap. I listen to music for the lyrics and the message the artist is trying to send out. I don’t know how to play any instruments and I really don’t wish to pursue in the music career

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Cleveland
  • Interests: Shiny Things
  • Favourite movie: Quaratine, Dark Knight, Sweeny Todd,
  • Favourite band or musician: Cold, Three Doors Down, NickleBack, Korn, Hate Eternal, Elysia
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock, Thrash/Death/Hardcore/Black/Speed Metal,
  • Favourite poet or writer: Me
  • Favourite photographer: Rachel (lunaxllama)
  • Favourite style of art: weird
  • Operating System: o.O
  • MP3 player of choice: idk
  • Shell of choice: idk
  • Wallpaper of choice: idk
  • Skin of choice: idk
  • Favourite game: idk
  • Favourite gaming platform: idk
  • Favourite cartoon character: ThunderCats Lion-O
  • Personal Quote: Its the skittle effect.

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:iconmcdev819:
~mcdev819 Sep 29, 2009, 3:39:07 PM
Thank you so much for favoriting my poem :D.

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I have a crazy little fangirl that i keep locked up inside me....sometimes she escapes...*sigh* then i have to go beat her and her drag her back...it's messy :S
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~Metalfreak2569 Sep 30, 2009, 7:57:41 PM
Your welcomes!

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Rainbows don't taste like skittles.
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~Mar-Wolf Sep 28, 2009, 5:57:47 PM
Thanks for the :+fav: on We Are One.

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"For Pirates, We Sure Are Unimaginative." - Jack Sparrow

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=LunaxLlama Sep 24, 2009, 9:12:42 AM
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~Metalfreak2569 Sep 24, 2009, 9:17:56 AM
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Rainbows don't taste like skittles.
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~NearisthenewL Sep 20, 2009, 3:51:15 PM
thank you for the fav of my new poem "Shakey"
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~Metalfreak2569 Sep 21, 2009, 12:52:32 PM
Your welcome!

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Rainbows don't taste like skittles.
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~werewolfgirl22 Sep 20, 2009, 3:47:15 PM
Thanks for the fav!!

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~Metalfreak2569 Sep 21, 2009, 12:52:42 PM
Your welcome!

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Rainbows don't taste like skittles.
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~EmeraldYakumo Sep 17, 2009, 12:36:49 PM
Thanks for :+fav:ing my story 'Life 4' and 'Life 6' The support is much appreciated.

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let your emotions wash upon shore's of desire! That lead to roads of ambition.
~My Dad~
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